Clawjob:I'm So Hateful

I'm so hateful
But I'm doing what I gotta do to get by
I'm not grateful
For the way I wanna stab you right between the eyes
Can you feel it?
I imagine that I kick you while you cry and cry
I release my ire
When I beat your fat face in my mind

And I pretend you
Die

I'm so hateful
Sometimes I leave my house and just go back inside
It's so painful
To go out into a crowd of those that I despise
I can't stop it
I want to drive ice picks right into their thighs
I can't help it
I imagine myself tearing out their floppy spines

And I pretend they
Die

I'm still lawful
Though my head is filled with rage I keep it all inside
It's so awful
But there's a certain satisfaction that I can't deny
It's disgraceful
And nothing seems to change no matter how I try
I'm so hateful
But I'm doing what I gotta do to get by

So I'll pretend you
Die