Feeling Left Out:Facing The Wall

If I gave you the time that you need to survive
Do you promise me you'd make it out alive
And you don't have to say yes
Just please keep this
We're better off together than nothing at all

And I'm watching your hands by the vine
To see if they're reaching for mine
You said you'd grab your hat
Out the door in seconds flat
And I'm waking up facing the wall again

I don't sleep anymore
I count breaths cause I'm bored
I come to life by the sound of your keys in my door
One look to your face
Puts me back in my place
And I'm waking up facing the wall again
Waking up facing the wall again

So we plaster and paint my new friends
They'll never leave in the end
So if anyone wants to leave
It would have to be me
And I'm waking up facing the wall again
Waking up facing the wall again
So if anyone wants to leave
It would have to be me
And I'm waking up facing the wall again