Gackt:Missing

街角で見つけた　あの頃の君とよく似ているうしろ姿
人ごみにあふれた通りをぬけ出して
足早に追いかけてた

いつも側に居るのが当たりまえと思ったあの頃には
こんな僕でさえ愛してくれてた君まで傷つけてた
”君を離さない・・・離したくはない・・・”
今でも届きますか？
あの頃と変わらぬ想いが・・・

傷つけることでしか自分の存在を感じられない
おろかな僕
暗やみでおびえた体を抱きしめてくれたこと
忘れないよ

君と初めて　出逢った日のことを　今でも憶えているよ
静かな風に髪を揺らせながら僕だけを見つめてた
きっと誰よりも一緒に居れると思った君となら
僕でさえ笑えると思った

離れることがこれほどつらいことだと
気づかないふりして今日まで走り続けてきた・・・

僕が消えてから泣きつづけていた君が心配だったけど
僕の知らない誰かとよりそって歩く君を見つけた
少し大人になった君はもっと素敵に笑ってた
もう二度と君は泣かないで君は泣かないで
笑顔を見せて

machikado de mitsuketa ano koro no kimi to yoku niteiru ushiro sugata
hitogomi ni afureta toori o nukedashite
ashibaya ni oikaketeita

itsumo soba ni iru no ga atarimae to omotta ano koro ni wa
konna boku de sae aishitekureteta kimi made kizutsuketeta
"kimi o hanasanai... hanashitaku wa nai..."
ima demo todokimasu ka?
ano koro to kawaranu omoi ga...

kizutsukeru koto de shika jibun no sonzai o kanjirarenai
oroka na boku
kurayami de obieta karada o dakishimetekureta koto
wasurenai yo

kimi to hajimete deatta hi no koto o ima demo oboeteiru yo
shizuka na kaze ni kami o yurasenagara boku dake o mitsumeteta
kitto dare yori mo issho ni ireru to omotta kimi to nara
boku de sae waraeru to omotta

hanareru koto ga kore hodo tsurai koto da to
kizukanai furi shite kyou made hashiritsuzuketekita...

boku ga kiete kara nakitsuzuketeita kimi ga shinpai datta kedo
boku no shiranai dareka to yorisotte aruku kimi o mitsuketa
sukoshi otona ni natta kimi wa motto suteki ni waratteta
mou nido to kimi wa nakanai de kimi wa nakanai de
egao o misete

I saw you from behind on the corner looking just like you did then
You slipped away into the crowded street
And I swiftly chased after you

I thought it was natural to always be by your side
Back the, you loved me as I am, and I hurt you
"I won't let you go...I don't want to..."
Do they still reach you?
That time and those unchangeable feelings

Only the pain I feel tells me I'm alive
I'm so stupid
You held me when I was afraid of the dark
I won't forget that

I still remember the day we first met
You were staring at me as the wind quietly stirred your hair
I thought I could always be with you over anyone else
I thought if I was with you, even I could laugh

Separating is so painful
We'd been running blind until today

Ever since i disappeared, you've cried and worried
But i watched you walk along with someone i don't know
You've grown up a bit and your smile is even more lovely
You'll never cry again, never cry again
Show me your smile