HORSE The Band:Stabbers Of The Knife, By Kenny P. Elts

warm flesh and oh so smooth sweet skin TWINS a sun and moon I could have been anything

leading the armies of the free or building the great elaborate id

but one of them

i dared to love so long

without defense

my eyes went white and blind

now i know -only two

two wretched sisters

fucking-lying

sisters woe and hate

the ghost of a carcass, chipped away its morsels RED + WET

losing warmth- its all RED + WET

hacked, cleaved from my back- its all RED + WET

this mess was made for me by a stabber of the knife

kissing, holding, touching, hugging, caressing, loving

CUTTING, BREAKING, STABBING, HURLING AT ME, CONCEPTUAL KNIVES, COLD INSIDE, FUCKING ME, FUCKING MY BODY, STABBING ME, THRUSTING, SLOWLY, PUSHING, FUCKING, KILLING ME, BRAND MY BACK, RAPE A BUG, SILLY

and one of them

i dared to love so long

without defense

my eyes went white and blind

my eyes went white and blind

my eyes went white and blind

TO ALL THIS I SPIT AND LEER, CHEERING VAUGE OBSENITIES

IN AN EMPTY ROOM..... ON A DIRTY FLOOR.... WRITING PAGAN POETRY

ON MY BIRTHDAY CARD, ANOTHER DAMN BIRTHDAY CARD

SPLINTERS.... WRITING HOLIDAY COMMENTARY