Suga Shikao:19-Sai

唇に毒をぬって
ぼくの部屋にきたでしょう?
あなたのキスで
もう体も脳も溶けてしまいそう
大キライな ぼく 19才
大キライな ぼく 19才

吐き気がするくらい
あなたの心美しいのに
何ひとつできないぼくに
どうしてキスしてくれるの?
大キライな 日々 19才
大キライな 顔 19才

クロアゲハチョウの様に
誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
くだらないって言わないで
そんな人生がいいの いいの・・・

汚れてる魂だけを
取り除くのが無理なら
どちらに歩けば
それを未来と呼べるのでしょう?
宙ぶらりんな ユメ 19才
宙ぶらりんな ウソ 19才

クロアゲハチョウになって
誰からも愛されたい
九分九厘ないとしても
ほんの一瞬でいいの いいの・・・

大キライな ぼく 19才
大キライな ぼく 19才

* クロアゲハチョウの様に
誇らしい羽根で飛びたい
くだらないって言わないで
そんな人生がいいの

* repeat

ククク　クロアゲハチョウの様に
ククク　くだらないって言わないで
ククク　クロアゲハチョウの様に
ククク　くだらないって言わないで

kuchibiru ni doku o nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
anata no kisu de, mou karada mo nou mo toketeshimai sou

daikirai na boku juukyuu sai...
daikirai na boku juukyuu sai...

hakike ga suru kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni doushite kisu shitekureru no?

daikirai na hibi juukyuu sai...
daikirai na kao juukyuu sai...

ku-ku-ku-kuro ageha chou no you ni boku rashii hane de tobitai
ku-ku-ku-kudaranai te iwanai de

sonna jinsei ga ii no
ii no...

yogoreteiru tamashii dake o torinozuku no ga muri nara
dochira ni arukeba, sore o mirai to yoberu no deshou?

chuu burari na yume juukyuu sai...
chuu burari na uso juukyuu sai...

ku-ku-ku-kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
ku-ku-ku-kubukurin nai toshitemo

honno isshun de ii no
ii no...

daikirai na boku juukyuu sai...
daikirai na boku juukyuu sai...

ku-ku-ku-kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
ku-ku-ku-kudarani te iwanai de

sonna jinsei ga ii no

ku-ku-ku-kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
ku-ku-ku-kubukurin nai toshitemo

honno isshun de ii no
ii no...

You'll come into my room
with your lips painted with poison, right?
You already seem to melt my body
mind
with your kiss
My hated self is 19 years old
My hated self is 19 years old

Though your heart is so beautiful
that I get nauseous
I can't do a thing
So why do you kiss me?
My hated 19 year old days
My hated 19 year old face

I want to fly like a black butterfly
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright; it's alright...

If removing only the impure spirit is
impossible
No matter which way I walk
I can call this my future, right?
Indecisive dreams of a 19 year old
Indecisive lies of a 19 year old


I want to become a black butterfly
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...

My hated 19 year old self
My hated 19 year old self

I want to fly like a black butterfly
with magnificent wings
Don't say it's stupid
Such a life is alright

I want to become a black butterfly
and be loved by someone
Even if it's not 10 to 1 shot,
just a moment is alright; it's alright...

Like a black butterfly
Don't say it's stupid
Like a black butterfly
Don't say it's stupid